Since I last updated, so much in my life has changed!
I cut ties with the American… He was holding me back so much from what I wanted and after 18 continuous months of struggling and saving and trying my damndest to find a way for us to be together, I realised that the feeling wasn’t mutual and I was not wanted as much as I thought I was.
Oh well! As it turns out, all I needed had been staring me in the face the whole time, knocking at my door, waiting for any kind of sign that I may have recognized the huge potential that my life had to offer.
So I tossed aside the chains, threw away the keys that held my heart together and took a chance; made a giant leap of faith… And landed in possibly the best place I could have done. I have met my true soulmate.. my one… the one who has proven many many times in such a short 6 months; that maybe… just maybe everyone does have an equal part of them… a puzzle piece they travel their lives to find.
And because of him, I can move forward. No more are the days of the clouds, the storms looming above my head, threatening me with their thunderous fever. Gone are the days where I would sit for hours in waiting for something to come along and give me a reason to smile.
Finally, I have my reason.
And life has never looked better.
1wildman1
January 29, 2013 at 11:45 am
What a change. Years ago you seemed lost an depressed. Last year you seemed happier, but still saddled in struggle, and now you sound so much more free.
angelashe
January 30, 2013 at 7:41 pm
I feel it hun, I really do.. things have changed so much for the better, I can actually be myself without any fear of persecution! I don’t have to worry about what I do or how I dress anymore, it’s nice having someone who accepts me for who I am!